hi, everyone! long time no post, eh?

well, today's post is about... my super unhealthy obsession with cdmilky.

i asked a good friend of mine [who wishes to remain anonymous] to contact marie, telling her that i really want to talk to her again. i yearned for a conversation with her for just one more time.

but she... didn't want to spare me. it wasn't the outcome i expected, really, but she had very good points.

i treated her like a tool. like a toy.

every single time she would vent or share her drawings with me, i'd become very upset, but masked it by pretending to be fascinated, which i then grew to become.

but my fascination went way too far.

i'm now trying to combat this obsession by removing things related to her, which might help me forget.

now is not the time for her to spare me, and that is fine.

marie, if you see this by any chance, please stay safe out there.